I’m not attracted to my husband. I was never attracted to him before we got married but I just had to settle with him because I was getting old and my ex boyfriend travelled outside the country and started acting up. We broke up 5 months after he traveled. I met my husband when I was feeling so lonely and just wanted to settle down because I was 34yrs old then and I feel like when I get to 35yrs old, men will no longer find me attractive plus my younger sisters have all gotten married. I met my hubby and we didn’t date for long before he asked me to marry him and I just did because I felt like I had no choice. Now it’s like I’m in a bondage and I don’t know what to do. Our marriage is just 2yrs and some months . My husband is a very caring and loving man but I’m not just attracted to him. I thought I would with time but it’s not working. Each time I want to sleep with him,

I have to get tipsy and I must always take pills after it to avoid getting pregnant and he doesn’t know about it. I have tried to love him or even get small feelings for him but it’s not working out. Everytime he wants to touch me, I feel like an ant is crawling on me and I always refuse him except I’m tipsy. I’m tired of doing this but I can’t leave because I’m getting too old. My husband is good looking and he smells nice too but the feeling is not just there. Please I know I need serious help on how to go about this because it’s affecting me and that man spoils me with so many nice things. I have my own business and doing well but I just need a happy and loving home.

How can I find my husband attractive to me?

Please post and I’m definitely going to be reading. Thank you for this platform.